p e r e m p u a n g e m u k

stand still

2011-02-03T04:30:00.000-08:00

mmmuahhh

2011-02-03T04:25:00.000-08:00

jika engkau setuju mari kita ketaman

2011-01-15T05:40:00.000-08:00

life is good - Alhamdulillah, starting 2011 as a vegetarian, and going good now! Prediction and expectation for 2011 is a year for Health,wealth and career :)
Spreading the positive vibe and enjoying the moment,no doubt I spend most of my time with my boss these day, attending corporate event and parties.
It's good, life like this is hassle free and healthy... yay !!

Agar kembang tak layu indah di taman kalbu :))

watch meeeee on air

2010-12-24T06:17:00.000-08:00

Hai all m at anugerah skrin 2010, an invitation, on behalf of bosses as our company one of the major sponsor.... Ehehe cold lapa and borrrrreeeenggg

it's u not feel enough

2010-11-09T05:39:00.000-08:00

It's not working out well, wolfing down Mc D for 2 nights in a row! What the fuck!

crying for food

2010-11-07T07:14:00.000-08:00

I'll be on my 'cereal diet' starting tomorrow due to my soon to meet my long lost encik sombong. Something got to be done with my eating pattern!! This will worn me down!!

mellowing

2010-10-31T05:59:00.000-07:00

I'm cutting down everything starting from today onwards;

cutting down store bought food
splurging on beauty product
btw, I'm on my, let sayyyyyyyyyyyy 30 days of healthy lifestyle, going to the gym and home cooked veggie dishes for office takeaway;owh look at me green and healthy now!
cutting meats (all sorts, by all mean)
cutting down my happy hour moment due to my additional responsibilities
cutting down my sleeping hour - maybe I have to work double job and I mean itttttttt

Good luckkkkkkkkkkk to meeeeeeeeeee~

i will stay true - this I promise

2010-10-13T05:29:00.001-07:00

close to u at last - I miss u...... :P

yes I've paid the price but look how much I've gained!

2010-10-07T06:48:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 3 a.m. can't manage to do anything beside keep on bugging my new ahha-lover, he is one wise person works as a flight attendance *girlish* he didn't bother me. I kept thinking about flying-airplane-shooting stars !

Book the first flight on this upcoming 9th Oct to mid of nowhere, at 6 a.m. call my darling and holla up, "darling, lets got over somewhere, one nite only! it'll be fun and yes we are flying !"

Hint?

Our room, sleep in,crying and talks future,swimming-nite life- I'm sorry I can't be perfect!

addictive

2010-09-18T22:55:00.000-07:00

Home pressed fruits + veggie juice = new addiction to replace the main course meal. New meal plan. No water added just pure juice. All time fav oranges+grapefruit+carrot+fuji apple+granny smith+celery and lemon!!!!

an everlasting smile

2010-09-18T22:36:00.000-07:00

This Hari Raya is the best Hari Raya, lots of unexpected incidents happen me, it's a wonderful Ramadhan and Hari Raya for me to celebrate with my new colleague, team mates and staff, I'm pampered with free gifts and good food!! Predicted it's going to be a "marry-go-round" year for me as now I'm taking new direction and looking things differently either in family-wise,relationship or friendship as for career-wise I'm all out and and keep on fighting.

Happy Hari Raya!!!

to tell her I love her and I'm sorry bout the things I've done :P

2010-08-07T00:17:00.001-07:00

Roomy for 2

Street life and Green Tea @ Share Tea booth *addiction*!

Disneyland againnnnnnnnnn gahhhhhh!

I'll behave

2010-07-18T00:40:00.000-07:00

Third time to Hong Kong, won't be doing the tourist thingy, furthermore I'm flying solo;

I can offer him to come along but choose not to,
I can ask her to tag along and be my plus one, but I don't want to,
I'm going alone, relaxing abroad alone
My plan if (Insyallah if everything's ok I'll be leaving on Friday morning as proposed

will be eating non-tourist food
will be eating street food
will dress simple-as-I-can
will be hunting for fresh local fruit and enjoy it while out shopping
will be using home brought recycle bag
will be going to the nightclub/bars/discos
might be going for a long walk *I'm a health freak*
will be using my leg rather than public transportation
will be visiting parks
must visit one of their local vegetarian restaurant
shopping modestly wild
exploring HK nightlife!
will be enjoying myself

Simply takut

2010-07-16T07:00:00.001-07:00

I'm melting watching Imam Muda, delicious pious young man, howeverrrrrrrrrrrr

This week challenge kasi motivasi dekat orang yang dah nak bercerai/bakal bercerai... errr semuanya muda-muda, kes-kes seram ;

Isteri bela suami kena tangkap khalwat 2-3 kali
suami pijak isteri
mak mertua masuk campur hal rumah tangga
suami ikut cakap mak membabi buta
isteri sanggup bermadu sebab tak ada zuriat
kenal suami dekat pub, dah kawin suami tak kasi nafkah
isteri minta cerai sebab suami tak tanya dah makan ke belum? (errr???)

kes paling hangat : isteri curang dengan suami, kantoi main kayu tiga, mintak cerai tapi suami tanak ceraikan (huurrraaaaaaaaaa hurraaaaaaaaa U glow girl)

Saya takut nak kawin, saya sangat selesa berfoya-foya, ke sana sini tanpa sebarang ikatan, scarryyyyyyyyyyyyy......

Happy swinging and flirting with no string attach

break fast

2010-07-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

I'm man fasting and I can't stand it I break fast, went cuckoo and phone "him" I'm in touch with many mans however not him, but I can't resist it, I want him, the ugly the lauya all about him is effortless yet I want him badly.

Kudos to me! I wore my LBD with pantyhose to office today arghh fantastic!.

mode: after eight + macho - wahai penilai hati lihat batinku :P

tuesday

2010-07-12T04:52:00.001-07:00

going to be a brand nu man-less day, ahh haaaaaa must be strong! Less than 2 weeks time will be flying solo to HK for business trip (serious ehhh) Nyummy Hongkiesss here I comeeeeeeeee!!!!

mental detox

2010-07-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

Come darling lemme share my 1st day of man-fasting, my mind is detoxing and giving side effects, barely gotten up from the bed, spends night crying and end up no where close to office..
Not bed ridden but doing something more productive beside suffering my Monday's blues in the office (I'll double my blues tommorow "Tuesday")
Went to do my banking + crying (said crying is a way of detoxing your eyes?)
No man connection today *yay! still accepting calls from them*

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Completed my body pum class and hundreds of calos burning session now ready for steam bath minor facial spa treatment!!

stop right now

2010-07-11T05:33:00.000-07:00

I'm not important anymore lorrrr :(

1 sms in 24 hrs time, my dear please make ways to others!!!

Can't cope up, he is a sportsman and I'm a food enthusiast he talks ball i speaks fish balls, gahh guess I will be man-fasting till next year, yes yes yes I'd be fasting starting 12/07/2010 no mans land *kiang kiang kiang* Go go go go, gym-gays is supa dupa hawttt my eyes is melting ~

no make up no bath waking up in a daze thinking of this sportsman oh noo

enough

2010-07-11T04:52:00.000-07:00

him
him
him

He asked to accompany him to his friendly badminton tournament, unplanned and after work Friday nitee!!

Ends up at 1:00 a.m. oh tell you what he is sweating hot and super hot after the game. Irresistible and not shy (after months of break up) I grab his shirt and hug him, my dear I went donkey for the nite ................. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"Bila kau menyentuh pipi ku jantung berdebar"

He is very arrogance but I guess I sayang him and will be keeping up with him longer!

Enough is enough laaa

knock knock!!

2010-06-29T16:08:00.000-07:00

5 a.m.
knocked him up, honeyyy honeyyyy honeyyy can I have an ice-cream rightttt now? End up eating 'ice-cream' till 6.30 a.m.

Long and creamy

weak :(

2010-06-29T12:25:00.000-07:00

No breakie
Lunch; Veggie burger with extra romaine and cherry tomatoes + half Dole and Navel orange
Dinner: Garlic Nan and Puff (arghhhhhhh weaker)

Not going to the gym and fall asleep after dinner and wakes up healthily at 1 a.m. with Apple infused Green Tea!

Mine was simpler than this

sugar sugar....

2010-06-29T12:23:00.000-07:00

'Him' is home, 4 hrs talking with no sex, hoorayyy, healthy me!

from the G

2010-06-26T21:36:00.000-07:00

-while waiting for my GF-

I'm on going the being healthy process, now updating healthily from the gym. Done shedding hundreds of calories and box around. I'd be journal-ing (stop for a while checking up hot gay's butt) my healthy movement hopefully daily.

I'm hungry, I'd be gauging down healthy food before hitting the healthy grocer lane.

See Ya!!!

bad dream!

2010-06-19T09:48:00.000-07:00

No offense! My bad!

Why god? Why? at 1:00 a.m. urgghh sickening! Straight to the recycle bin oh no no not to be recycled but to be disposed !!

Amarula

2010-06-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

Wine Party - Launching of Amarula, CS. Mont Kiara

Amarula-boss's darling !!

Paparazzi,
among the best red carpet event
lovely
with this on going type of lifestyle, girl! I don't mind growing old swinging,
Boss gentleman ; Me darling, :)
had too much orange juice *:P*

Note: no 'drinking' safe and sound!

best ever!

2010-05-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

Might be slightly exaggerating!!this weekend is the happiest weekend ever! Maybe i left Friday with some undone jobs;

Friday was mildly ok
Went for store visit at Kelana Jaya, was blessed to see the operation went all well,
finallyyyyy I'm invited to my culinary graduation - pastry chef in making
had a blast breakfast at Pavilion on Sunday morning
bought new Pink Lips Injection -balm!
party everyday
about to take annual leave to go to East Coast
being really naughty, "U one naughty girl Gaga very very naughty" sex with others and went out with other
didn't know that I can woo someone who works with MAS, pilot? flight attendance?too much hair gel? sissy?too macho for me?name it I can have it all!! it's gonna be a good good night!
he is begging after hi-tea for dinner, ah ha this one hot guy is weird, jealous when I answer my phone?? ah haa man man man...
loves his abs, his sweat, he smells awesome, his tongue, everything about him is heaven...
he hugs me... gahhhhhhhhh, kiss my forehead ??? my dear I'm almost cairrrr

I sayang :)

2010-05-08T04:53:00.000-07:00

case 1~
staff; dear %$#@*, we haven't received the stock which was ordered for the past 1 week,
me; have u call the supplier and check your delivery status?
staff; no
me; and then?

case 2~
staff; dear ms &^%$# why we haven't received the stock which was ordered for the past 1 week,
me; you think?
staff; oh ok!

case 3~
staff; boss, why haven't you solve our issue?
me; sayang! you handle 1 store, I handle hundred of stores *smiles*
staff; ok ok

I'm sure that you people are not reading this, but I just want you to know I care for what we're doing, I will try to settle every inch of your issue from Shah Alam to Semporna and even Brunei, the hours spend at my cubicle is the hours which I used to make good of what we're doing and to improves in order for brighter future *winks*
There are times when you're email and your calls answered with anger and disappointment, but at the end of the day, I will help that is my ongoing promise.
Dear all, I will always control my anger and my stress meter this is my hourly promise/resolution.

:))))

Supa gloria :P

2010-05-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

this is too sudden, living high among the high achiever, swapping partner, attending corporate function. Next week is the upcoming company pre-party and all the mat saleh's will be there and I'm pressured, it's a pool party new dress needed I guess, better to start dieting (yeah haven't start any) we'll be gloating ourselves with BBQ's.......

p/s; my current excitement is having a deep eye contact with him, he is the IT engineer, I'm the buyer, bald,stripe undone shirt, jeans, tall and well built and me the ordinary ugly Betty, the company's newborn who able to walk along side with John and Jack,blooming, unnoticeable.

homaigod!!!

2010-05-02T01:42:00.000-07:00

Ok ok I repents:

I blazed out my salary over an unplanned things

Blouse - tick, worth buying for office wear
Skirt- tick - office wear
Mini skirt-errr, do not know when to wear (ok not the worst as I pair it with legging)
deep pink wedges- out of my mind, last purchase was last month 4 pairs of hardly wear 4 inches heels
handbag-tick, tick, tock - my current official handbag is 1 month old and I bought a new one
self help book- 4 of them... duhh, I hardly read newspaper, why???

Let share with you people something - my current saving is shrinking (I bought Mother's day gift in advance!!) I mean it shrinks in a bad bad way, from tomorrow onwards I'm planting a new resolution for myself :

diet dieting dieter, I realize the stress meter is increasing as I spend most my working hours along with my boss (my Daniel Meade boss) and I can't be Betty Suarez any longer, improving constantly
I'm relying on some stupid supplements to be healthy/in-shape and moderately fat (fucktap)
this is the worst, I'm not able going on a shopping spree for another 1 month till my next salary.
I'm budgeting for June, well I budgeted monthly but I failed.. lmao

vow

2010-04-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

my mistake,
exposing my arrogance to the point when they thought it's ok
swapping partner, and multiplying mans and boys at the same time is ok
club hopping and rubbing shoulder with various
sexually exposure, replacing breakfast with sex just to be healthier
money manipulation
my message is undelivered
never question my sin
rude
want you to know that in which ever ways to do what I'm doing and to be with who I'm with now you have to be very very strong
at the depth when when someone breaks your heart you're able to smile without falling
when someone shouts at you and you can prove them wrong
get back to square one,
i'll be your strength, i'll be your hope keeping your faith when it's gone
this is the battle I vowed

started of:

Mum: i think you should know that Adib is following your footsteps wrongly, she's lost and broken hearted with Ihsan, she is in a deep shit
Me: find someone new ......
Mum: she is 15 , she needs you, talk to her how to deal with boys issue, and get back on track
Me: I'm lucky to be mothered by you, we're strong

p/s: Looking back to the thing I've done - my foot prints is not a halfway story I've completed my nightmare and I went through my pain and my broken hearts successfully
p/ss: I love my family and friends

oh no~

2010-04-23T11:59:00.000-07:00

can never stick to one
choose to read over dating
too busy with work
enjoys swinging without any string attach
boys is my new indulgence, not for long term though, just admired those puppy eyes,chunky structure and playful playlists. Fresh smelling boys no frets for expensive musky smells.
I'm expensive in cheap ways

Cameron Highland moment!

naughty , bitchy me

2010-04-20T17:05:00.000-07:00

What more can I say, woke up at 3:30 a.m. had 3 good shots on the bed with him and alarmed at 6:30 a.m. took shower and getting ready and call for medical leave, reason? Eye infection and left feeling guilty o.t.t as far as I remembered I left my cubicle early yesterday and none pending task for today.

p/s: I'm a super bitchy today, however it's you who understand you body better, there are times when you want to let it go and relax -just like what I'm doing today!
p/s: didn't I do my job? yes! I've completed and left feeling guilty,
p/s: arghh too ate to unwind and go to work might as well enjoy the day

but the band played our fav. song

2010-04-10T01:20:00.001-07:00

remember when we lost our key? you lost more than that on my backseat...

happy moment? sweat pants and high heels

mitosh

2010-04-06T06:30:00.000-07:00

Mitos tentang Encik Gemuk Sombong yang digilai oleh saya sehingga saya sakit telah terbongkar, sekarang saya tak lagi menggilai dia, selamat bersombong dengan saya ..

Saya nak Jessica in Bikini....

Jessica my heart beat

2010-04-06T05:34:00.001-07:00

I'm close to you feeling your heart beating
i like her in the morning without her glasses
late evening with her glasses on
mini tiered skirt
in her legging
without make up
with extra make up for modeling
last year X'mas this year CNY and Easter is so beautiful with her
when she show me her tattoo
when she offered to tattoo me (yes U tattooed my heart)
Thailand and tattoo is so her
Bangkok and her is so me
she likes my bun I like her juice
be with me
I will always be there for U
No worry late night meeting, heavy dateline? I'm there sharing laughter sharing love
she is macho yes she's a lady
my femininity my girl my child my man and my king
thank god we're together
no grumbling no shouting just simply her
will always listens with heart
sweet smelling
her cute ponytail will never bored me
i'll wait ~
don't have to be romantic, she is my superstar
her sexy voice in the morning is my wake up call
she is fine without me that's my baby
with or without wine she will always be mine

Jessie see you tomorrow dear~

big sighs

2010-03-04T06:38:00.000-08:00

My boss is like Mr.Big (Sex and the City) and I'm like the super Betty Suarez (fugly Betty!) never thought my email make he hunts me through my boss, now boss my brain is all yours. Trust me people the corporate thingy is nuisance, one time under good blistering calves I wore black canvas + black socks + one huge skirts from middle of no where and one super fugly top, since so I called myself Fugly Betty and I resembles her repeatedly~

big CNY!!!

2010-02-19T17:13:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Maybe my love life is destined to be like this, mildly swinging around, making the journey worth-full and stress-less. My CNY was superb, spent the day with my new fling, very young talented boy, ah ha ala Demi & Ashton? No fuss, straying around my house with my love ones.

No-fuss activity such as enjoying our Root Beer and hugging each other with some additional ‘exercise’, everything went well but I guess I freaked him up by spending wildly at Clinique and M.A.C, well this is adulthood work hard and spend harder!!!!

Thing that I love most about this boy is that he can blend well with my nieces, to think back, no wonder they clicked well, listen to the same music and gossip about the same because there is not much an age gap between them. (See told ya! I’m with Ashton!)

This is the thing, having fling with a boy is different, no longer hugging in the public, it’s more to throwing pillow to each other and comparing Wondergirls’ dance moves…….

It’s a beautiful day to end up with a CNY family reunion dinner; no restaurant involves all homemade food and home bound love!!

p/s: my CNY week showered with joy and happiness from dinner with bosses to Yum Cha in the office with my office mate, well it worth the hard work between us,

p/ss: this is the life I chose

Happy New Me!!

2009-12-31T19:47:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year~

My 2010 resolution :

back to square one becoming a vegetarian, no choice I'm aging so I'll grow old gracefully
I'm supporting my nieces Adib and Bali both are sitting for their PMR and SPM, no no boys talk focus focus as for me - job focus, let grow old with some money
less sugar less salt more fruits
relationship wise : not planning to go any closer!! huhu
play harder!
honestly I would love to be slimmer
there are plenty! but roughly it's all job wise and health wise
I'm healing the world : recycle-reduce-reuse!!!

p/s: last night I had one hot night with this guy, thank you!! good ending for a new beginning!

Hello hello

2009-12-19T16:44:00.000-08:00

Last night, I don't know what went wrong I go on and text the budak gemuk, I really miss that budak gemuk, however sombong he is, I miss him :

when he hugs me all night long
we he listens to my chatterbox mouth
when he texts me while lepakking with his buddies

I guessed it went wrong when I met Adib,

Me: Dib I splits with Budak Gemuk
Adib: yeah U gemuk too!
Me: yeah but he is -
Adib: amacam babe? have U given your HK bought t-shirt to him?
Me:I split before I gave him the tee !
Adib: OMG! easy easy just give to one of your ex's la
Me: whatever it is I'm missing him, Dib please understand!

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(We bought the same HK tee *different size* for our flings, sadly I failed to give mine and Adib successfully given the tee to her's *quadruple stress*)

p/s: I've dim witted-ly go on thousands texts and called him in return none was replied or answered *it's ok I'll slaved before 2010*

Non Halal section

2009-12-13T04:59:00.000-08:00

got to know this non halal man, super cute, charming and his Bahasa amazes me, and my Mandarin amazes him, baru la boleh bersatu.... saya halal!
I think he is super cute

he likes me wearing tudung
owh he is way older than me, aduhh grrrrr
he owns his personal gun/pistol
I'm safe with him
He speaks Bahasa fluently *sexy*
he eats kuih-muih
we discussed everything Malay-ly *lols*
Joe I <3>

I'm being a drama queen.....

one friendly kampung girl...

2009-12-12T18:23:00.000-08:00

I've known this guy which is physically larger than me (way larger than me) we were friends, he is nice, but at the same time he is super arrogant, aishh Malay explaination is better (Sombong, bapak sombonggg) he is so jual mahal, as if he is Fahrin Ahmad, Kurt Cobain? I can't even compare him to my regular water tumbler (I'm nasty, come on even I myself can be down to earth and tried to be friendly) I understood that he is a commitment phobic, so yesterday I wrote one good sms telling him I'm writing him off my waiting list and treating me ungratefully is unacceptable. Ditto!

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT~~~~~~~~~~~

at odd hours, after sweaty night in my plain tube and jeans, over bearing my meaty fair skin on the double decks dance floor, changing from Electric to RnB, vigorously intimate movement around the multi-racial clubbers I dim witted - ly called him and sending un-reply text messages telling him that I'm missing him.. WTF? what happen to me? I remembered :

Location : club
Dress code: one simple black tube and black jeans + minuscules half cut jacket
Activities : Dancing/ ogling Non-Halal/Halal boys/man

Eurasian: Hye, I like you
Me: tq
Eurasian: do have boyfriend?
Me: err err err *look at him : tall, curly hair, dark?* erhm YES (never in my life answering so even when I'm attached and hello in the club? but this situation is a yes-I-have-bf-situation)
Eurasian: oh why???
*tagging and dancing around me tried to hug*
Me: you are too close, kindly move *I'm spinning all around the dance floor and start to anonymously dance with everyone, he he he*

Indonesian: hye
Me: (ok, not even close to Radja/Dewa/Sheila on 7) dance away

Eurasian boy(skinny bony boy): *doing his shuffling and movement*
Me: *with the lighting and in-house sprayed smoke* his movement became closer and scarier- Hello, hello please you are scaring me
Eurasian boy: smile
at the end of the day we dance together, no one seems to bothers him and he is happily dancing with us, me and Amy are well know to our cha-cha marba movement, others are into 'shuffling' we broke the silence by our 60's moves (we had fun in our own ways)

My point is after all the plus/minus scene that happened last night, why I'm acting like one scooby doo to this one-sombong-guy?

am I drunk? am I in love? but what happen ?

he is super young
sombong
failed to use s e x in a 'good' ways
_______________

am I charmed?

p/s: urgh everyone last night was so fun....
p/s: I'm slightly relieved.

Lounging in door

2009-11-29T16:15:00.000-08:00

Good day!

I finally made up my mind to catch the earliest flight to Hong Kong, here I am with my knee length boot and all dolls up to leave Malaysia, I know half of my Malaysian staff will be frowning because they will fail to reach my cell phone, sorry to all my staffs, your call will only be answered once I'm back.... I'm leaving on a jet plane, thank you for the VIP lounge the spread is awesome but still I'm on in-flight diet.....

fly me to the moon

2009-11-21T05:32:00.000-08:00

XS tee over XL lady + Dior's on my shoulder....

Me: V, today I'm too lazy to answer any calls, read emails and working, just want to be in my XS tee and baggy jeans sipping coffee under the sun.

work

2009-11-21T05:00:00.001-08:00

Its such a lonely day, I’m a loner, in this whole big place only few left others mostly the big bosses has gone for the Sales Conference. I’m the sad person among others when I know bosses will be 3 days away and my loud mouth boss and supervisor will not be away though everyone seems to enjoy it, but I don’t most works left are almost done and I’m counting hrs till it balik time!!! I love to be home late, I don’t have to bother about my neighbour/

My eyes are wide open when I saw he came in (yay he is around!!!)

Adik: (ogling the Photostat machine come scanner)

Machine: (sound: tet tet tet tet)

Abg Tegap: hah kenapa dik?

Adik: errr macam mana nak guna bende neh eh, nak scan dah lupa…..

(Abg tegap came in and helps me it’s a repeated action for another times)

Adik: (he is slightly shorter than me *Johnny Bravo* kind of man J J ) I was thinking how may I kiss him *alomak*

I’ve made few routes to the Photostat room as it able me walk thru him,

apart from the glamorous job, high flying career there are teary eyes

once upon a time

2009-11-21T04:55:00.000-08:00

Adik: *membebel* about hectic work style/workload/smelly/hungry

Abang GG: “Sayang nah, U simpanlah”

Adik: uits ticket Cuci The Musical *I was joking* and it comes true, thank you..

Abang GG: 2 p.m Sabtu ok…

Adik: okehs…. *gembira*

We always try to avoid the public, we try to keep our friendship as low profile as possible, publicity is fine, there are selected event when we doesn’t wants to be noticed, at times we left the scene earlier than others, we came in later than others, one thing for sure our intimacy’s could never kept as a secret. We are no celebrity couple, but paparazzi attention aren’t good for our so called relationship.

walau waktu berlalu kau masih di hati....

photostat

2009-11-03T04:52:00.000-08:00

Going to work as early as possible and coming home as late as possible is awesome :)) Jobs are getting tougher daily, workloads are piling on daily but I do love it, coming home is only for hearty dinner and a good night sleep, total of 8 hrs ++ only

Everyday is a must to walk to the printer room just to have a glance of that little guy and that one big Mr. Lee, he such a cute pig, with his un-halal piggy face, aw boys, U make me wanna :)

modest Monday

2009-10-31T21:18:00.000-07:00

Starting tomorrow (Monday) I'll be modest with my lunch, since luncheon is boring and lonely, I'll make use it as a dieting momentos, I'd be having my protein shake, (this is what I meant by dieting)

But now I'm about to pig out on my Sushi gala...

onehalalpig :@)

adik+abang

2009-10-11T01:11:00.000-07:00

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta~

him (1/4/2004 3:49:57 PM): hiiii

him(1/4/2004 3:53:11 PM): elooooooo

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:36:05 PM): how are u

him (1/4/2004 4:36:45 PM): i am fine despite feeling quite tired

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:36:50 PM): ok

him(1/4/2004 4:36:52 PM): how r u dear

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:37:00 PM): im ok

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:37:03 PM): a bit busy

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:37:25 PM): dikau hilang dimana gerangan

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:37:32 PM): tiada berita ku dapati

him (1/4/2004 4:37:36 PM): bz do what syg?

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:37:39 PM): hanya ingatan ku di masa yang lalu

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:37:48 PM): bz with my life and job lew

uncai (1/4/2004 4:38:13 PM): tried to call u

uncai (1/4/2004 4:38:31 PM): but u seems like millionmiles away

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:45:36 PM): dah pakai baju baru

him (1/4/2004 4:45:56 PM): dah pakai semalam

him (1/4/2004 4:46:22 PM): semua tanya

him (1/4/2004 4:46:25 PM): baru baru?

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:46:39 PM): baru llaaa

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:46:47 PM): orang yang pilih pon orang BARU

him (1/4/2004 4:47:07 PM): yup semua baru

him (1/4/2004 4:47:10 PM): heheheh

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:47:14 PM): i malu la

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:47:18 PM): im blushing tau

him (1/4/2004 4:48:00 PM): hey baby..nape ni

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:48:10 PM): saje je

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:48:13 PM): gedik

him (1/4/2004 4:48:58 PM): ok baby syg

him (1/4/2004 4:49:30 PM): have to leave u again

him (1/4/2004 4:49:33 PM): sygggg

him (1/4/2004 4:50:13 PM): nak pegi jumpa geng2 lama @ open hse

him (1/4/2004 4:50:31 PM): @ Ampang

him (1/4/2004 4:51:09 PM): elooooo

him (1/4/2004 4:51:34 PM): chat u later ok

him (1/4/2004 4:52:21 PM): babai

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:52:50 PM): hurm

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:52:56 PM): leaving me??

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:53:08 PM): leave me and search for me again u mean>>>

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:53:10 PM): ahahha

him (1/4/2004 4:53:15 PM): NO lah

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:53:34 PM): jiran i buat open hse i dun bother to attend

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:53:45 PM): maybe i shld nnt i jumpa ramai orang macam u

him (1/4/2004 4:53:49 PM): hey kena la pegi

him (1/4/2004 4:54:06 PM): ooops no do not go then

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:54:07 PM): pakai hensem2 tau dear

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:54:15 PM): wow z*l jeles

him (1/4/2004 4:54:22 PM): yes dear

him (1/4/2004 4:54:35 PM): muaahhhss

him (1/4/2004 4:57:31 PM): babai

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:57:38 PM): ok jaga diri baik2

him (1/4/2004 4:57:40 PM): a kiss?

him (1/4/2004 4:58:15 PM)::(

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:58:23 PM): mwahhhhhhhhhh

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:58:26 PM): alwaysss

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:58:35 PM): ala u nak bayar tiket kereta pon i kiss u kan kan kan

perempuangemuk (1/4/2004 4:58:41 PM): remember?

him (1/4/2004 4:58:54 PM): yes dear i remember

him (1/4/2004 4:58:58 PM): tq

ps: now my heart belongs to Z*l Hiz*mi

pss:aku punya cinta

pss: T_T

kakak+adik

2009-10-04T09:33:00.000-07:00

kakak + adik (if tomorrow abang is free, abang shall be added in this frame) :))

ps: Bila kau menyentuh pipiku jantung berdebar
Jadi benarlah cinta tidak kenal usia
Kau menghidupkan semula hati yang terluka
Ku menaruh harapan…

forever

2009-10-04T05:49:00.000-07:00

I'll stand by you! I miss U!!!

ps:there are 2 empty places left..who should we fill in the gap?

tak halal

2009-10-04T02:45:00.000-07:00

him (1/7/2004 2:54:58 AM): Am thinking of u
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 2:55:07 AM): i tgh kemas bilik
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:10:29 AM): i told u kan id be away tuesday-Saturday
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:14:34 AM): u duk di kl jangan naughty2 tau
him (1/7/2004 3:14:49 AM): of kos
him(1/7/2004 3:15:08 AM): i notty ngan u je
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:15:11 AM): nanti i takde sibuk nak cari perempuan2 lain
him (1/7/2004 3:15:51 AM): i notty ngan u je
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:16:00 AM): janji!
him(1/7/2004 3:16:07 AM): janji
him (1/7/2004 3:16:21 AM): u pulak?
him (1/7/2004 3:17:02 AM): dont be notty
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:17:05 AM): takla
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:17:09 AM): manade i notty
him (1/7/2004 3:34:55 AM): *a*a
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:35:01 AM): z*l
him (1/7/2004 3:35:08 AM): i sayang u...
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:35:16 AM): say like u mean it
him(1/7/2004 3:35:29 AM): yes
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:40:23 AM): risaula
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:40:37 AM): nanti i jauh u rasa u rindu tak dekat i?
him (1/7/2004 3:40:58 AM): mistilah syg
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:41:07 AM): :)
him (1/7/2004 3:41:29 AM): now pun i dah rindu u
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:41:38 AM): tuhan je yang tahu kan kan kan
him (1/7/2004 3:41:47 AM): a ah
him (1/7/2004 3:43:43 AM): *a*a sayang z*l?
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:43:52 AM): sayang
him (1/7/2004 3:44:19 AM): :)
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:44:23 AM): masa weekend neh u ingat tak dekat i??
him(1/7/2004 3:44:48 AM): always syg
him (1/7/2004 3:46:23 AM): ohhhh sayang *a*a
perempuangemuk (1/7/2004 3:46:41 AM): will tell me in person that u sayang i?
him (1/7/2004 3:46:56 AM): yes *a*a
him (1/7/2004 3:47:05 AM): will tell u in my arms

ps: *just now*
pss: Am I always like this?
psss:guess I'm an idiot T_T

I "Misread" My Feelings

2009-10-04T00:29:00.000-07:00

even when I’m with my Boo,man, you know I’m crazy over you

a few stolen moment :)

2009-10-02T23:47:00.000-07:00

I need to tell you, how you light up every second of the day :)

love when you open the door for me
when u shakes my hand
when u grab my hand immediately
hold my hand when we do the crossing
grip my hand tightly when we are going down the staircase
hugged my fat waist
i can put my head on your shoulder
you hold me closer to you just to listen words from me
pinch my cheek
rubbed my hand
hug me on the escalator
it's just us evolves around us
cover my bra strap when its too much going on (:))
grip my hand even u have to use your right hand to adjust the gear
look into my eyes and mean it
take me for what I'm
hold and hug me closely among those passengers @ the LRT station
I just look at you, and automatically kissed me
let me brushed your hair
rushed me close to you, grip my waist just to be close to you
grip my hand even when I have to do the pavement
going down on the staircase with you, feels like Cinderella going to the balls with the prince charming
I don't have to ask, I don't have to offer, U hold my hand unintendedly
bite my hand when U are nervous
kiss my hand
didn't bother those makcik2 and kakak2 pulang petang watching us, gazing at our obscenity, the more they do it, the more you do it!
didn't let me go down at Bukit Jelutong instead at TTDI, cause it's not enough of me
when you hold my purse and hang my big fat sun shades next to yours on your tee (well I took it off, I l won't let the gent's of yours taken aback by parading my accessories) so manly !
love give you the right to be free
u told me you like how my skin smells
i like when you're nervous
hundreds of calls (ehehe)

ps: I roar!
pss: next time no point jual mahal @ me!
pss:1st bite is working eh? ROFL

fly me to the moon

2009-10-01T06:06:00.000-07:00

him (1/3/2004 6:37:49 PM): hi baby

him (1/3/2004 6:37:59 PM): good morning

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:43:16 PM): encik

him (1/3/2004 8:45:04 PM): hi dear

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:45:11 PM): hallu

him (1/3/2004 8:45:26 PM): how r u dear

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:45:35 PM): blur

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:45:39 PM): but ok

him (1/3/2004 8:45:49 PM): ok good

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:45:56 PM): not my eyes

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:46:00 PM): im blur

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:46:07 PM): my whole body

him (1/3/2004 8:46:09 PM): taken bfast already?

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:46:24 PM): not yet

him (1/3/2004 8:46:34 PM): so u should syg

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:46:42 PM): encik

him (1/3/2004 8:46:52 PM): yes syg

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:46:55 PM): jom @#$%^* (I'm old fashion)

him (1/3/2004 8:51:09 PM): jom

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:51:20 PM): pick me up

him (1/3/2004 8:51:26 PM): ok syg

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:51:38 PM): r u serious

him (1/3/2004 8:51:44 PM): yup

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 8:51:50 PM): call my cell now

perempuangemuk (1/3/2004 9:50:29 PM): call me when u r close

Fill my heart with song, let me sing for ever more

In other words, hold my hand,In other words, baby kiss me (spot the bite!ahah darn love bite)

ps: I'm happy
pss:erroneous date and time (1/10/09)
psss:worth asking for

dr

2009-10-01T05:58:00.000-07:00

almost a month after my left eye surgery, done at Pusrawi Jalan Tun Razak,

I'm better in time -follow up check up at ISEC, (International Specialist Eye Care Center, Mid Valley)

Rahimah Rahim

2009-09-28T03:30:00.000-07:00

as I entangle my head scarf from my head, I remembered this lady....

plain and happy

2009-09-28T03:05:00.000-07:00

one happy thing!

'us'

2009-09-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

raya outing @ my bro's house, Adib's and other nieces was around too!

k.a: hello, long time no see,
me: yeah yeah
k.a: was at mama house this morning and u didn't came down
me: why should I? I'm unwell, and its her function not mine, don't like mama's friend
k.a: I made wanton noodle, lets do some dinner together
me: yeah! yay! my first raya outing

??

2009-09-27T04:07:00.000-07:00

CAN I CANCEL MY BLIND DATE WITH BEAR TOMORROW ?

raya

2009-09-26T17:47:00.000-07:00

my room spring cleaning done happily by wearing this one strappy wedges

My raya is average (post operation trauma is still with me)
Made 6 cookies, 2 cakes and 2 puddings
I didn't do any visiting (on the way to the local grocer, we stopped at Shah Alam's open house - 1st Hari Raya @ Anggerik Mall, didn't do anything, didn't eat anything, just keep ogling around *behind my Gaga's sunny)
No hari raya function (as far as I'm concern)
Mabuk Rendang
been spring cleaning my room since 2nd Hari Raya
only 1 store bought Baju Kurung
Suffering from constipation
I'm a Ramadhan person, not that Syawal person
Stack of unread magazines accompany my Syawal.... :))

2009-09-26T17:30:00.000-07:00

clueless,sick and speechless , forcing myself to complete The Proposal

Minor baby flu with a gigantic effects, I'm practicing the healthy ways of recovering this whole conundrum

I'm all masked
using wet wipes
disinfecting my hand
my favorite clean crisp tee !!

(blank)

2009-09-26T17:19:00.001-07:00

it isn't easy to say goodbye :P

I'm going on a blind date tomorrow, I'm going to meet Bear (I've seen his pictures, he seen mine) why, did I make the same mistake again? I honestly stuck here...... Wish I could turn back time..aishhh

jelly squid

2009-09-26T16:51:00.000-07:00

it was so jelly, I'm boneless I've turn green T_T (throwing up at 3:30 am, indigestion of overdosing on Jamu and vege based protein drink, black and green)

Bear: eh U know, I always wanted to chat U up, but U are refusing me...

Me: here I'm, leaving in few minutes

Bear: there u go again

Me: gimme your YM, we shall do it over there

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at times there are my cravings of :

lovey dovey text messages
every minutes to constantly messaging
one who sacrifice money for you in order to stay connected to you
wakes U up in the middle of the night, telling U how much they misses U
telling U how much they can't wait to date U

My wishes came thru, here comes Bear, 5 years my junior (here I goes again!) I itchy handedly type long messages and giving hope to Bear, when he told me his age, I wasn't directly turn off like usual, this is abnormal - and it went on from chat room - IM - phone (trust me endless calls from him)

Bear: can I call you?

Me: sure (2 am and what I'm doing with this chap?)

after quite a long hello and hi with him on the phone the line finally cut off (super saver's time done!)

Bear: (less than 5 min, his text came in) be patient I'm reloading my credit and we shall have a long chat soon!

Me: (owh noooooooo)

Me: Bear, I can't go on anymore, I'm super sick, close to death (almost 5 after twice throwing up)

Bear: ok ok can we at least complete the last set of the super saver?

Me: (grrrr)

ps: I've agree to meet him,
pss: and I've regret it now, (I don;t easily turn down people's anticipation on meeting me, at least no this 19 years old chap!)
psss:Wish school hasn't started, so I can ask Adib's help!

:P

2009-09-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

simply craving for Burger Warung

my gloves are empty

2009-09-24T10:50:00.000-07:00

Out,and hunting for more :))

I'll Be There For You lyrics (to: Fuck Buddy)
I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love in suicide

You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

Now I'm praying to God
You'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
How they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drink, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you

I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you